Uh, here come another day of being bored!!!! I should start off my journal today as boring moment when I desperatly want to study for final tomorrow but then turn out to be surffing internet the whole evening hmm I really need to discipline myself, because time flies, if I still struggle with managing my own time I would be retarded for the rest of my life hmm u guys might think I'm nagging to what the world this is but I tell u the truth, I feel more relief writing out more then keep it inside and brust myself out with unconsciously! huuu that is very harmful! By the way, I need to write an essay 500 words, 2 and half pages tomorrow! Writing essay is somewhat annoying me the most. I strongly say I dislike writing and my major require me to write in every semester hmm I feel like breathless under the water with pressure. I wrote 4 exams and I think I wrote about 12 essays already but nothing much about it, I wrote essay like I wrote my journal haha because those courses didn't require any effort on essay so much but this course that I'm gonna be writing tomorrow requires lots of details, thesis, support, organize, develop solid sopport on each points, unify it, revise it, grammar, coherence, and ect. Arghhhh I will die in the exam hall tomorrow because nothing comes to my mind, eventually. mmmm I'm once in stress hmm and worse thing is I cannot get D on this course because of the requirement of my major hmm I can only effort it to C or B but I don't think I would ever get B because my mid-term didn't come so good either, even though, my tests in the beginning of semester seemed to come out good but still, mid-term takes down my grade and I think I have to work harder to persue my goals ahhh hmm but never mind, I'm a positive person. I can only do my best then leave the rest to God :) I will try to write my essay once again on the blog if you guys would want to read or tune in, you are very welcome na ^^ your supports means lots to me ^^ be blessed wherever you are